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The most powerful thing you can do right now is to be patient while things are unfolding for you.
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Fall in love with someone who appreciates the little things in life. Like the blue of the ocean, the calmness of an empty sky, or going grocery shopping at 1am. Fall in love with someone who makes the small things feel like everything.
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he told me yesterday that if i ever left, he wouldnt be able to handle it. he said that he had such a bad day and that he just missed me so much and all he wanted was to spend time with me. it took everything i had not to burst out crying and i dont even know why. i guess im just so lonely and i dont know how to handle only seeing him for 2 hours a day.
i want him to look at me like im beautiful. i want him to make me feel like im beautiful. but its not him that should MAKE me feel this way, its my issue. i get so mad that he doesnt want to have sex all the time or kiss me every 5 minutes because i want that attention. i want him to make me feel what i cant feel for myself. i dont think im beautiful. i look in the mirror and see every flaw. all i do is put myself down and make myself feel like shit constantly, and expect him to fix me. i know thats what im doing, i know its not healthy and its not going to help anything… but how to i change this? how do i make myself see the beauty that i dont believe is there? i want to get fit and healthy and lose weight, but i just get so sad and i cant do it. i cant workout and eat healthy because i cant do anything. i just feel so numb i cant move. i just get high and watch tv instead of doing things to help myself. what do i do?
i miss romance. you know those times when you look up and see that person looking at you like you are the most beautiful thing in their world? god i miss those. i miss the excitement of new relationships. always surprising your partner and doing sweet things for eachother. i miss the constant affection and attention. i miss feeling like there was nothing more important than the two of us just being together. life just gets so busy you know? work, kids, bills, family.. it just doesnt leave any time for us to just BE together. i want him to look at me like im the most stunning, amazing person he has ever seen. i want to feel like im attractive to him. i just want the exciting beginning again.
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